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Smith&Raven: Arkham Raven is a name for only certain pieces of me.
Smith&Raven: Miskatonic Smith is another name for other certain pieces of me.
Smith&Raven: there was a name that was the foundation of the thing I am now, but I can't remember it.
Smith&Raven: there was also a name for the collective whole of what I am, but I can't remember it.
Smith&Raven: things are very tenuous for me, so doing what I know what that foundation and what that whole may do based off of that is what I can do for now.
Smith&Raven: and that person or entity is someone or something that would involve himself.
Smith&Raven: it's actually quite a selfish thing, so I apologize if you're uncomfortable with it.

Edited 2025-12-30 05:50 (UTC)

marshmallow: i dont really understand
marshmallow: but if it helps you feel more like yourself i wont fight u on it or anything
marshmallow: doesnt make me uncomfortable either
marshmallow: but also there is a real chance i may end up taking someones soul or something and it will be a real mess
marshmallow: jsyk

Smith&Raven: if I tell you to avoid doing that to certain people, can you make the attempt?
Smith&Raven: or at the very least, bear in mind I will take action if they are harmed.

marshmallow: i mean ill be trying not to do it to anyone
marshmallow: sometimes its just a bit hard
marshmallow: cant always keep my true colours from showing
marshmallow: but if you want me to try extra hard with some people i will

Smith&Raven: try extra hard with them. I cannot guarantee my own response if something happens to them
Smith&Raven: Miss Eowyn. Miss Foxglove. Miss Dove.

[there's a long pause, long enough that maybe there is no response coming at all]

[... wait.]

Smith&Raven: they're the only 3 here who were in the place I was in before
Smith&Raven: we were in that place for 3 months
Smith&Raven: and I hope you are not thinking something untoward...?

marshmallow: i would never think anything untoward 😏
marshmallow: good for you dude good for you

Smith&Raven: please get your teenaged brain meats out of the gutter
Smith&Raven: but do take what I said seriously

marshmallow: yeah yeah
marshmallow: you just had to be friends with some of the people with the best souls here
marshmallow: but i guess it makes sense
marshmallow: nice soul nice person
marshmallow: or something

Smith&Raven: if you're so hungry for their souls, just keep in mind that I can always choke you with mine.
Smith&Raven: 🙂

marshmallow: calm down i wont touch them
marshmallow: also its not like i EAT souls really

Smith&Raven: then? what do you do?

marshmallow: i just kind of put stuff inside myself
marshmallow: feels good to take in living things
marshmallow: warm

Smith&Raven: but can you take them back out again?

marshmallow: not unless its kind of only halfway in

Smith&Raven: then that sounds like consumption

marshmallow: haha i guess

Smith&Raven: though that does beg the question of why you opted to grant a wish instead of simply taking in the soul?
Smith&Raven: was he too far gone already? or is that how you grant wishes?

marshmallow: even when i was like that its not like i was just jumping on souls the first chance i got
marshmallow: if there was a wish id listen
marshmallow: plus that guys family is off limits i couldnt hurt them anyway
marshmallow: because of a wish that was made in the past

Smith&Raven: why grant wishes?
Smith&Raven: compulsion?

marshmallow: i think its just what things like me do
marshmallow: like a natural instinct
marshmallow: feels right to do
marshmallow: and it feels good to feel needed

Smith&Raven: I suppose I can understand that

marshmallow those are kind of the only "urges" i got
marshmallow the wish thing and consuming souls
marshmallow i dont really feel the same urges that living things do
marshmallow for food rest sex etc
marshmallow idk if that makes sense to u at all 🤷

Smith&Raven: it makes sense
Smith&Raven: while I'm a bit more intentional, it's something I've had to deal with
Smith&Raven: not the souls thing
Smith&Raven: that just sounds unpleasant to me.

Edited 2025-12-30 16:37 (UTC)

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