[when you DON'T say that you also used to have a habit of saying a certain Lord of Storms' name just to get Him to smite things for you... mostly because can't do that anymore, either.]
I noticed. I also couldn't sleep.
I don't mind the prayer so much as I mind the timing.
[HE NEEDS SLEEP WHEN SEQUENCE 5 LEVELS, HOW DARE.]
you're so lucky you're messing around with a god like The Fool and not someone else...
such is the case with many who pray to him, though.
a bit of mercy, then]
The connection's not as strong with the limitations of this place. Usually, I just hear whispers and can go to a different realm where I can watch and listen for as long as I have the spiritual energy to do so.
[which is a lot, he doesn't say.]
Here... I can't do that. The whispers are more audible and distinct, but I can't see anything and I don't know how long it lasts. It could be that you cut off because you threw yourself out of your praying because you got startled. How can I tell?
[ah. . . so that's what happened? he got cut off? and linking it to him consciously ceasing the prayer. . . knowing that he can stop it at any time does help]
[relaxes a bit, sitting up straighter as he scoots his chair forward, openly curious now]
I dunno. I guess I thought you'd be able to tell? I'm not super religious, so I don't know how this praying thing works.
It might not be the same across all worlds, but it's generally how it works from what I know--
[... ah.
catching himself from almost saying a little too much about something. oh no you don't you fucking curse!
--changes gears.]
You have to keep in mind what I've been saying about being limited here. In some ways, no doubt, I'm very powerful. But a lot of it, I don't have access to. So I'm not omniscient. Or omnipotent.
[SURE DID NOT!! sorry give Puck a moment to catch up. . . from what he remembers about Smith's marionettes, they're created from the bodies of those who have died, so???]
[IS SMITH RENTING OUT A CORPSE?? A. . . WORM CORPSE??]
[well. the man doesn't want to be coddled, he said]
... most of my marionettes were large beasts and monsters found lurking in the darkness of the Lands Forsaken By God. I can... adjust them to look human.
Only a few were human to start with. And those ones were... more or less monsters in their own right.
I don't know which it is, but... it is the body I am stuck with while here.
[reasons why he commented on it being fortunate he was allowed even ONE face]
Because of certain reasons, I do utilize marionettes to travel. Whatever brought us here must have grabbed one. Generally, my marionettes are only able to accomodate only up to certain Sequences... though Sequence 5 is a bit lower than usual.
[natural powercap, very convenient]
But it's easy to forget, sometimes... that this isn't my real body.
[he's quiet for a moment. not because he's considering lying so much weighing how much truth will only make the situation harder on himself.
in a way, this too is a reminder of his humanity being so easily eroded away.]
Not... weird. I'm fairly used to interchanging between marionettes.
But I do... become afraid, sometimes. If the me in my real body should cut the lines, so to speak. I don't think I will. A marionette cut free... loses control. But it is still frightening to consider.
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[on the downside, at breakfast the next morning, he aggressively avoids eye contact]
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smiling!
leaning in just a bit!]
... just so you know. I was a sea god once. Lightning's fun to throw.
[listen, he doesn't have any powers here but he can still do a Bully. even with the WRONG FACE.]
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There's no way you could smite me all the way from Katsumori.
[. . . . .]
[PROBABLY]
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I'd also need that scepter, and I've already let someone else have that title.
[amused amused]
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So you really did hear me last night. . .
[SIGHS, HAND FALLING AWAY. . .]
Sorry. . . I couldn't sleep!
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I noticed. I also couldn't sleep.
I don't mind the prayer so much as I mind the timing.
[HE NEEDS SLEEP WHEN SEQUENCE 5 LEVELS, HOW DARE.]
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Yeah. . . that was-- [. . .] You know what, I don't actually have an excuse.
[. . .]
How much of it did you hear?
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well.
hums in consideration.]
You don't have to be so worried about what I hear. I'm very good at keeping secrets.
[in spite of CERTAIN CURSES.]
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[is so ominous what the FUCK]
. . . great. . . that's.
Comforting.
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amused, still.]
You don't have to pray if you're that worried about it. It's only in specific incidents that I'm requiring it, anyway.
[YOU HAVE A CHOICE HERE, PUCK. YOU DO IT AT YOUR OWN RISK.]
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How much can you hear before it cuts out?
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you're so lucky you're messing around with a god like The Fool and not someone else...
such is the case with many who pray to him, though.
a bit of mercy, then]
The connection's not as strong with the limitations of this place. Usually, I just hear whispers and can go to a different realm where I can watch and listen for as long as I have the spiritual energy to do so.
[which is a lot, he doesn't say.]
Here... I can't do that. The whispers are more audible and distinct, but I can't see anything and I don't know how long it lasts. It could be that you cut off because you threw yourself out of your praying because you got startled. How can I tell?
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[relaxes a bit, sitting up straighter as he scoots his chair forward, openly curious now]
I dunno. I guess I thought you'd be able to tell? I'm not super religious, so I don't know how this praying thing works.
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[... ah.
catching himself from almost saying a little too much about something. oh no you don't you fucking curse!
--changes gears.]
You have to keep in mind what I've been saying about being limited here. In some ways, no doubt, I'm very powerful. But a lot of it, I don't have access to. So I'm not omniscient. Or omnipotent.
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Cursed knowledge?
[annoying. . . but! he moves on]
And that's not surprising. [wryly] Can't have you being more powerful than the ghosts haunting us, right?
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[HUFFS IN ANNOYANCE. YEAH, OKAY, CURSE. YOU CAN GET ME THERE SINCE I DODGED YOUR LAST ONE. BITCH.]
It's impossible for this to be my real body. Or extremely unlikely. But. A marionette... that would make sense.
Does that make a little more sense now that you understand how a Marionettist is like?
[asked curiously because he sure did not explain himself the last time he let this detail slip.]
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Wait, what?
[HE]
[SURE DID NOT!! sorry give Puck a moment to catch up. . . from what he remembers about Smith's marionettes, they're created from the bodies of those who have died, so???]
[IS SMITH RENTING OUT A CORPSE?? A. . . WORM CORPSE??]
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maybe... probably should have kept that one under wraps longer.
holds up his hands, smiling. SEE? HE IS STILL FRIENDLY MISKATONIC SMITH EVEN IF HE'S AN ELDRITCH ABOMINATION!]
Try not to think about it too much?
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[he doesn't look upset, though. just confused!!]
When you say they grabbed a marionette, does that mean you're. . .
[gestures]
Currently using someone else's body?
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... most of my marionettes were large beasts and monsters found lurking in the darkness of the Lands Forsaken By God. I can... adjust them to look human.
Only a few were human to start with. And those ones were... more or less monsters in their own right.
I don't know which it is, but... it is the body I am stuck with while here.
[reasons why he commented on it being fortunate he was allowed even ONE face]
Because of certain reasons, I do utilize marionettes to travel. Whatever brought us here must have grabbed one. Generally, my marionettes are only able to accomodate only up to certain Sequences... though Sequence 5 is a bit lower than usual.
[natural powercap, very convenient]
But it's easy to forget, sometimes... that this isn't my real body.
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Huh. . .
[a beat, brows pinching together in open concern now]
Does it feel. . . weird? Whenever you remember that it isn't?
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in a way, this too is a reminder of his humanity being so easily eroded away.]
Not... weird. I'm fairly used to interchanging between marionettes.
But I do... become afraid, sometimes. If the me in my real body should cut the lines, so to speak. I don't think I will. A marionette cut free... loses control. But it is still frightening to consider.
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What if the "you" I'm speaking with now. . . and the "you" controlling the strings are one and the same? Like--
[how does he put it?]
With how powerful the spirits here are, maybe they did get the "real" you?
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No.
That would be so much, much worse. I can't accept that's the case.
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LOTM SPOILERS LOL
the way I haven't understood a single spoiler in this series. nods.
thats how it be mysteries
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